I'm still around, but feel like I'm barely hanging on today. Three classes, four nights a week, homework, change in ownership for the company I work for. It all adds up to pressure. And sex? Barely happening.
My fingers feel heavy, my spirit feels like the deflated balloon above. With new management there are rumors of imminent layoffs and major changes coming up. The new owner doesn't like me, he's homophobic and ignorant of technology. There is a very real possibility that I'll be one of the lay-offs, possibly today. I don't care. I've put 20+ years into this place and feel like my talents are wasted and under appreciated here. And how nice would it be to suck in unemployment for a while and use the time to focus better at school?
Oh well. Sorry for the bummer of an entry today. I just wanted folks to know I'm still around, sort of.
- PaunFarr
