Awaken to Terror (password 207)

http://blip.tv/file/854078 (Make sure to use password 207)

Hey all!

For anyone who's known me, even for a little while, you would know that the above image is NOT what I'm usually into. Basically, "if there's no hair, why would I care?". Ok, maybe that's being extreme, but at least for me, my #1 favorite trait is chest hair. Twinks, hairless/shaved men, "boys", are simply not what I'm into.

I found the above in a Flickr group (Male BDSM fantasies) and received permission from the poster (koutesu) to repost it here. Please make sure to use the password of 207 to view the video at the end of the link.

The video is HOT! No doubt about it. koutesu actually posted several videos in similar series on Flickr, and all are to be appreciated and watched again and again! But the above one happened to be the first I saw, and the hottest (in my opinion). Like I said above, NOT the usual type of guy that I go for, but the video touched on so many scenes of bondage that have been churning around in my head for a while that it really did the trick for me!

Now, you may ask, was my fantasy to be the dominant tormentor, or the submissive captive? Ah hah! Now we have the key! From an early age I enjoyed being tied up (by myself) and that's been a fantasy that's stuck with me my entire life, but I have never really explored as an adult. Part of the problem is that I'm a multi-tasking, dominant, control freak TOP, and it's hard for me to let go of control enough for someone to do this to me. However I also think that's the same reason why the idea of being bound and dominated like this is such a hot fantasy for me! It's so far outside my norm that it's exactly the forbidden fruit that I crave.

I'll post another blog about my pursuit of this BDSM fantasy, as well as some other fantasies I and my husband are trying to make reality.

I hope you try watching the video and see what you think. At first I had a "blair witch" moment in which I felt "Oh my god! I can't believe I'm watching this! Someone needs to get some help for this poor guy!" but after watching several of koutesu's videos, I'm convinced this was entirely consensual and staged. Still doesn't take away from the "hotness" factor.

Now... if we can just convince koutesu to post some similar videos of hairy daddy types that would be just heaven... I wonder what Steve Kelso is doing these days? ;-)

Peace and Long Life,

PaunFarr